monsoon....dont go....

Software:PhotoshopCS3

Duration:4Hours

I sat down on the concrete bench in the rain...i got soaked completely with a shivering sigh... i felt stinging cold. it was drizzling and .. was touching me with its frozen fingers.. I could feel again the same grind of monsoon ..and i saw.. water flowed through the green bylanes and scribbled some unknown words...When it abated with a whistling.. i recall.. where we have been ......the same time...same day....when was it...?i recall ... years ago....Do you remember... Dont you........?!! We were together.. talking about some worthless pulp fictions.... I soaked...completely...A few drops came down through out the day.. i was back here after struggling a lot to get a ticket...but i had to do so to be here once again...again..I sat down on the same bench...where we have been spending our own time...some years ago...i dont know..now where you are..i heard... out of kerala...even if i left tht place ..i had to go back to the same place to stabilise myself...to capture all the pixels which had gone blurred in to forgiveness..So yesterday, when a steady soft rain began and continued, I was in a bad mood. The temperature has drastically fallen, and as I sat at the table beside an open window for many hours last evening and heard the sound of rain dropping onto my mossy parapet of my antique college, it was breathing feebly... This is for you...I had to illustrate something to keep in my wallet...i dont know.. you might have seen this clouds.. It has got all the colors of our beautiful memories of calicut..... Now, when I look out the windows of my office and across the bustling road to the far greenery, I see leaden sky and heavy wheatish clouds. It's beautiful...................... but colorless